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rivalkidneypunch) wrote2009-03-21 05:54 pm
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Meanwhile, Char is flipping his shit.
THIS SUCKS SO BAD.
I'm FREAKIN' GENNY. I'm even shorter'n usual. I can't afford to lose any height! And I'm friggin' cold. What the hell's that? Winter's over. I've got Genny's stupid gloves and hat and all that shit. I shouldn't be cold. Charmeleons don't get cold. I tried to let Rasputin out. He tried to eat me. My own spider don't even know me anymore. I ain't even got a tail. That thing was a real pain in the ass when I had it, but it's creepy as hell not bein' able to see your own life shinin' and my balance is all outta whack without it. I've only been Genny for less than a day ad I hate it already. He'd better not make me sleep in his gay little tank. It reeks like him and it's cramped as hell. How does he even stand that stupid thing?
This shit couldn't have come at a worse time, too. Fuck. If Bulba's still all rattled from that Aparoid thing then me actin' all weird won't help him none. And Nyx is on our team now. Shit, Nyx is on our team. After Green graduates, I don't gotta worry about what's gonna happen. She's gonna be with us until the end. She's part of the family now.
...It's freakin' the hell outta me.
That's like... movin' in together. She's one of us. Wherever we go, she goes too. Whatever we do, she's part of it. We're practically married. Why the hell didn't Green say nothin'? We ain't even been goin' out for a year. Took me ages just to say the word "love," the hell am I s'posed to... what happens if things don't work out between us? I... shit, why is this happenin' just as soon as I'm thinkin' I'm gettin' too tame?
Fuckin' hell. Why am I freakin' out? I oughta be the happiest jackass on the planet, and I... fuck this.
I just want out.
--
You know... I'm feeling better already.
The night's still young, Colin.
You ever had booze before? Wanna bust open a fire hydrant for kicks? You're never too young to vandalize shit and pick fights I ain't happy unless I'm fuckin' my life up, so let's do all three How would you like to go take a walk? I'm in something of an adventurous mood, and I'm sure we could find something interesting in the wreckage of the city.
I'm FREAKIN' GENNY. I'm even shorter'n usual. I can't afford to lose any height! And I'm friggin' cold. What the hell's that? Winter's over. I've got Genny's stupid gloves and hat and all that shit. I shouldn't be cold. Charmeleons don't get cold. I tried to let Rasputin out. He tried to eat me. My own spider don't even know me anymore. I ain't even got a tail. That thing was a real pain in the ass when I had it, but it's creepy as hell not bein' able to see your own life shinin' and my balance is all outta whack without it. I've only been Genny for less than a day ad I hate it already. He'd better not make me sleep in his gay little tank. It reeks like him and it's cramped as hell. How does he even stand that stupid thing?
This shit couldn't have come at a worse time, too. Fuck. If Bulba's still all rattled from that Aparoid thing then me actin' all weird won't help him none. And Nyx is on our team now. Shit, Nyx is on our team. After Green graduates, I don't gotta worry about what's gonna happen. She's gonna be with us until the end. She's part of the family now.
...It's freakin' the hell outta me.
That's like... movin' in together. She's one of us. Wherever we go, she goes too. Whatever we do, she's part of it. We're practically married. Why the hell didn't Green say nothin'? We ain't even been goin' out for a year. Took me ages just to say the word "love," the hell am I s'posed to... what happens if things don't work out between us? I... shit, why is this happenin' just as soon as I'm thinkin' I'm gettin' too tame?
Fuckin' hell. Why am I freakin' out? I oughta be the happiest jackass on the planet, and I... fuck this.
I just want out.
--
You know... I'm feeling better already.
The night's still young, Colin.
You ever had booze before?
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